July 2008,Chengdu center, Sichuan, China
After all this time, China again.
Honestly speaking, it's a big surprise for me to be able to write doan something about China in this blog and to post it from inland China itself... I though blogspot was being censored... my plane ticket is ready for Haerbin. Spending some few days in Chengdu is fine, but the heat destroys everything inside me... it reminds me that I first came here to forget of something, that I tried to find someone else or something else... I can't find back the first impressions I had and I'm wandering here like a zombie. Fortunately, my guidebook is very short regarding what's supposed to be accessible in Heilonjiang. Of all Chinese provinces, the most Northern one is probably the less detailed in those pages and I feel like I'll have soon to build it up for my proper use : networks, relationships, contacts, phone numbers and adresses, places to go and places to avoid... All that I don't know must be known as soon as possible. All I think I know must be confirmed or disapear... There no room anymore for doubts, shame or ignorance : objective tools are required since my investigation will not be objective...
I'm thinking to the woman I love, on the other side of the Yellow sea. I wonder what she can be doing and how comes that so close, she still seem unreachable. I miss her all the time.
July 2008,
Chengdu commercial mall, Sichuan, China
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