vendredi 22 août 2008

Street caïds

July 2008,
Chengdu, Sichuan, China
When you're a jet, you're a jet all the way,
from your first cigaret...



I've been looking at my hometown sky for the last 48 hours...

It's really weird to be here again. I honestly can't help thinking about the sky I'll die under one day. Watching at this portion of universe, I'm starting to wonder if there's not something like vanity to be runing after a place to die. I thought this part of the earth would be fine, in the end, and the most important thing is to get a plan to make it liveable and, hopefuly cosy. However, as far as I can remember, I don't see no plan. I just catch a glimpse of the sky I would like to be roofed by but underneath... no big project, no ambition. I'm hollow.
I would like to write. I would like to spend my life doing what I love but courage is still missing. maybe one day I'll be waking up and I'll get rid of all my objections. Maybe that very morning I'll take fix up all I need before my departure and I'll flight to this Asia I want to inhabit... for anything, any kind of job, any kind of destiny, just a feeding work to be where I belong, doing what I love, sharing it with Her....
I'm still looking at the sky, but only rain comes tonight. It's being hard remaining a Street Caïd these days...





July 2008,
Chengdu, Sichuan, China
"Tony ?"

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